#throwback

Hidden Agenda

From afar, I am gazing over the distances of what is looking like the past. Wondering on what led me here, staring down these faded pictures in a glass; unable to understand. Why in this moment does time feel frozen, but I’m warm as hell; though confused, cloaked in the decisions that I’ve woven. My mind is coastin, picture me Rollin, no not in an C-class; more like a shore, my life wrecked, and I’ve floundered up like a sea bass. Losin oxygen and my way back to my reality, wonder if God has a hidden agenda every time he smiles at me.

-Smiles

Making love is an action not a feeling, I.E. me taking my time and going inside you with passion, is making love in my physically empowered way of choice…

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To thine own self be true, as night follows day, thou can be false to no one

— Shakespeare

Feel Me

You saw it as I had, from the simple touch of my hand; glued together in passion, making love in the sand. Tropical sunset, transparent waters caressing from ass to neck; fingernails in my back, your moans translate into one yes.

The best, you label me half way through the session; you gaze upon my face as if I bestow on a blessing. Your eyes speak to me, even as you hold them closed; drifting into unbelievable feel, visioning yourself dear to my soul.

Connection; more than the just the deepness of my erection. More than just me succumbing in the river of your wetness; I plan to take it deeper as long as your into lettin, and paint a vision of our emotions to perfection…

So Feel Me.

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AVERY SCHARER (by kennysmiles1)

Jamal Crawford “THE BEGINNING” (EXCLUSIVE HIGH SCHOOL FOOTAGE NEVER SEEN BEFORE)) (by kennysmiles1)

DAAAAAAWWG I NEEDS!

Them, Their Eyes

Them their eyes, the protector of so much; treasures buried deep, mixed with pain and such. Experiences good in life, though some patches ran rough; her pains however deeply buried, are tender to the touch.

Don’t get her to reminisce on memories past; that smile they start with will only briefly last. The window gets foggy from which she’s views her past; an 80 degree mindset is suddenly overcast.

Them their eyes, have been rivers ran high; drowning the face of a beautiful queen, who pains despite her pride. Independent lover, dreadful at goodbyes; upon her breakaway she opts to reside in self confide.

Pent up hurts, angers and happiness’ alike; a levy built to last, at this point is bound to meet its demise. I hope her heart grows to reflect her eyes, soft n brown; and the next time it’s opened, she falls deep as them, and is granted forever to stay down.

Them Their Eyes.

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Forgotten

I can’t lie at the wondering why; seemed like so much more was between you and I.
But upon recollection, ‘twas just love and affection; a love so big it cemented what was sectioned.

Forget… Not one single time we’ve ever touched; something that seems so mini scaled, can weigh heavy much. And such, be so vital to visual; it may not have happened much, but It’s big in why I’ll be missing you.

I can’t lie, I sit wit my eyes tranced into yours; in my mind I surge for you though we have no repore. And sure, I recognize it as an imagination figment; and I realize only in my mind, will I this witness.

Gift and a curse, these process’ hurt me worse; hard to process emotion that surges from a mental burst. So forget not one single time I stroked your cheek, one single time our lips closed crease; one single time I erased your falling tears, nor one single time I helped to ease your fears.

Forgetten…

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So All Alone

You lay here, heart hard, eyes open with your mind closed; I’ve never been wit another person and felt so all alone. And to think, I did this outta the goodness of my soul; I’ll take the good, still think I was better off staying home. What’s a man to do, when the simple things are what he craves n such; something as small as being held, is that ever asking for too much? What is this; Feels like far less than a friendship and your heart cant be so hard that you cant see the things that I wish…

But I guess I shouldn’t share this hurt; this check i’m writing’s nothing, not even a sentimental worth. Bankrupt of emotion, never taught how to love; only identify with sadness, joy’s what your trials have stripped you of. I observe a grown woman in fear, curled up into little girl; overwhelmed by her obstacles, so she cowers from the world. We all are givers and sometimes we can get taken advantage of; but being selfish only classifies you with the takers and as being such.

I’ll never understand someone who cries from lack of affection, but can’t show it, doesn’t know it and in the end lives by neglecting; no ones is perfect, nothing is always needed to be said, but I know this’ll fall on deaf ears, should’ve just kept it in my head…

So All Alone

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Jack Nicholson as Joker

The Mothers of Life #HappyMothersDay (Taken with instagram)

The Thirst

Bitches be thirsty in they own way; yet they try’n point others out to steer away from the things they display.

Why’s it so hard to do as you think and as you feel? Why you worried bout how the rest of the judges’ll feel?

So scared to keep honest wit self, when your literal’s condemn; you sit wit them and judge yourself, how you expect to win?

Bitches claim immunity, but thirsty in eryway; tryna disguise the thirst socially with a “JK.” Your just as phony as the chick who borrowed your red bottoms; but you gon clown and she yo chick, no one judged how you got’m.

You became #ambitious and the #illest, because @wale spit it; lyrics changed your state of mind, but your status is static, YOU gotta live wit it…

#thinkaboutit #stopjudgin

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Freeze Framed

I took a freeze frame, cause a lot of things have changed; I chose to get stuck in a moment where pleasure triumphed the pain.

Your lips met my lips, future plans on takin trips; your body resting on mine, my fingertips crawl down your spine.

Nobody ever made me feel like I felt beside of you; and nobody ever made me feel like I did inside of you.

Open book if I was ever, our actions make up a 4 page letter; So I froze this frame to stay lost inside, forever…

Freeze Frame.

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#thinkaboutit